After that argument, we haven’t talk at all. Not even, when Karolina and he were supposed to talk about what to tell Adrian. In fact, I was not supposed to get Adrian involve in this. I was to act like nothing had happen in front of Adrian, which was quite impossible as my brother is always the one which caught me lying and get me busted.
I hated the fact that he wouldn’t want to let me fight for us to be together. After all that argument, I had a feeling that that had happened before. And I really don’t like it. All I wanted yesterday was just to kiss him, to hear him say I love you. But he wouldn’t, he kissed me, and everything was so wonderful until he backed off. Now, he wouldn’t talk to me. I felt the stinging pain in my heart.
‘Alice, this is Yuri Ivakov’ Karolina said. ‘He is one of the best of the guardians. He and Dimitri will be guarding you. You know about Dimitri right?’
‘Yeah, he’s the best in the whole of Russia. I am glad I am born in America! Even with a Russian ancestor.’ Yuri said.
He had brown hair with grey eyes, he wasn’t as tall as Dimitri but he was tall enough to mess with Dimitri’s hair and shoulder and made him laugh. This was the first time, I heard him laughed after we meet each other again.
‘As for Pasha, well, we have no control over him. He is a Royal, and a freaking dick! So, let him rot at school.’ She added. I chuckled at her last sentence. Then, I realize that I had forgotten someone, it wasn’t Pasha, but it is Jason! I had no idea what had happened to him after that, I needed to help him but I had no idea where is he.
‘Where’s Jason?’ I exclaimed.
‘Jason?’ Dimitri asked. That was the first word he said to me after the fight.
‘Yes! Before you saved me from Pasha, Pasha made Jason stay there! Pasha was the one which changed Jason into a vampire!’
‘I didn’t see anyone there but a pile of dead bodies.’ Dimitri said.
‘What? He was there! I saw him!’ I exclaimed.
‘Jason! Jason Davis?!’ Karolina asked.
‘Yes! My……’ I paused and realize that I was going to say boyfriend and it would hurt Dimitri,
‘His changed by Pasha! Oh! We need to find him now! How come you didn’t say anything about him? His a new born vampire, he is unstable and he is deadly, one wrong move and he will blow our cover off and forever fall into the depths of the craving for blood! That means he will lose his humanity!’ She shouted.
‘Oh! God!’ I said.
‘No point looking for him.’ A familiar voice said. I turn and saw Pasha standing there with Jason. I sighed in relief.
Pasha smiled at me, and turned to Jason. Jason looked at Pasha with fear and I realize how haggard Jason looks. But when Jason was going to run, a flash of light was on my eyes, it was long like a stake and it was stabbed into Jason’s chest. My heart broke and fell to the ground. Blood flow down from Jason’s chest onto Pasha’s hands. Jason fell to the ground with his eyes open and I felt tears flow down from my eyes.
‘His gone, Alice. His humanity is gone, and I don’t like you worrying about other guys.’ Pasha said.
I felt the rage in me that was kept conceal had broken and broke through the walls I had build. I stood up and gaze at Pasha, Pasha looked at me and smiled. Lights began to flicker, windows and door can’t stop opening and closing, the glass began to break.
‘You have no rights to order me!’ I heard my voice it was horrifyingly scary. I couldn’t control my rage all I could feel was anger, hate, despair. It was like all these dark feelings running through my veins, I was about to kill him. Dimitri stood before me and held onto me but I kept focusing on Pasha as I could hear him shout in pain and fell to the ground. Dimitri kept shouting at me but I couldn’t hear him, all I want was to kill Pasha right now. Without even moving my fingers, Dimitri was thrown out of my way, and I was walking towards Pasha, he stood up and held onto me despite of the pain I was giving him. All of the sudden, everything stopped, the lights was back, the windows and doors are shut and no longer moving, Pasha was no longer in pain.
‘Don’t you dare to touch me!’ I shouted and there I slapped him.
After the turn I realize that I had snapped into something so scary and dark, those dark feelings that was swirling inside of me outburst, I was afraid. I shuddered and felt cold; I wanted someone to hug me out of what I did. I turn back to Dimitri and tears began to fall. I was not a person who would cry a lot but somehow, in front of Dimitri, I felt like there was no need to hide my fears.
But Dimitri just looked at me with those sad eyes, it was like he really wanted to come and kiss and hug me but he just can’t. Instead of Dimitri, Pasha came, he didn’t stop apologizing. Which was quite a surprise, I thought I was the one to apologize. When he hugged me, I felt so warm but there was a fear in my heart. A fear that I might fall to the evil sight of myself, the one which would not allow anyone to defy me, I was afraid of myself. Even at such a warm feel from Pasha’s hug, I hated him for killing Jason, whom was always the person filled with happiness and warmth. Whom I would had turn to if I was afraid. But now, everything changes, I am a vampire with royal blood, whom soon will be awaken and might throw the world upside down. Which I had wish, for this very moment, I was just a mere teenager.
But if I was just a mere teenager, I wouldn’t have felt such an amazing electrifying kiss from Dimitri, which I had long for more. Even now, he look at me with those cold, sad eyes, I felt like throwing my arms around his neck, hoping to make him smile. But some part of me told me it is impossible.
